One of my friend was exclaiming that this entire year of her living is kinda lost as she is expecting.. but for me it seems to be a entire year full of events. each day gets u to a new event, some events are tough to handle, some r like whirlpool of wind n some r breeze. but all together from the moment i found i am pregnant till now each day is a new day with full of surprises (not all surprises being gud) leaving you shocked, worried, amazed n so on...
Suddenly u start thinking not only abt u alone but also the tiny, kutti being inside u. I have always been a selfish kinda person, who always think what i actually want in any situation before making a decision. But now that's changing, I need to make decision not for me but for my kutti one, which will make my kutti's life easy n comfortable. But also worried in the same instance that I am losing my identity...
I think i went thru the same phase when i got married, then it was losing identity for your hubs and I was feeling more resentful to it.. so much that I didn't change my surname till now :). But now when the same happens for my kutti n i think i am kinda welcoming the thought of losing me for my kutti :)...
Umm may be all this senti thing is happening cos of the pregnancy hormones i think :p
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Congratulations on your pregnancy! Do write about the meeting of you two, and wish you a very fun-filled year ahead.
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