I knew that the decision making process is tough...but all thru my life, if once I decide on which way to go I usually stick to it firmly...no looking back and thinking about the decision again.
But this time...though its been a month every day I wake up with a sick feeling in my stomach as if I have done something monumentally wrong.
Is it so wrong to lookout for oneself when obviously there is no knight-in-shining-armor to do that for me... Or should I do as my hubs says and sacrifice myself yet again? The keyword is not 'sacrifice' in the previous sentence but its 'yet again'.
The audacity of people to ask me to do it again... and the audacity of myself to almost agreeing to it!
But this time...though its been a month every day I wake up with a sick feeling in my stomach as if I have done something monumentally wrong.
Is it so wrong to lookout for oneself when obviously there is no knight-in-shining-armor to do that for me... Or should I do as my hubs says and sacrifice myself yet again? The keyword is not 'sacrifice' in the previous sentence but its 'yet again'.
The audacity of people to ask me to do it again... and the audacity of myself to almost agreeing to it!
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