The constant thing that goes on my mind nowadays is 'Its not fair'. The life seems to be testing me on how far down can I go, like a never ending stress test. The life problems seems to be like moving from the scale of bad to worse, worst n so n so. The best part is that all the people surrounding having the same shittier way-of-life. But still that cant seem to console me and I keep thinking that 'its not fair' and tire myself everyday thinking about what can be done to make it better rather that accepting my fate. Is that stupidity or perseverance?