when i got married in a north meets south, i didnt think what kinda tough situation i'll get in. now after sonu's birth, i realise that every small things that i thought abt child raising and post pregnancy seems to be different. u know in south they strictly avoid aloo when breast feeding the baby saying that it causes gas, but in his side aloo is the first thing they say as safe to eat! It does sound piety thing to be breaking head about, but when ur month old kid has gas problem cos of which she gets up in mid of her sleep and cry... u would try to do anything to make it better for her.
Basically i am a person who wants to write when i am emotional. Since I cant complain or crib with anyone about my emotions & thoughts, I choose to write. But after sonu came so much is going on daily from the critisisum of husband to arguing with hubs mom.. that i am even scared to write about it. Since writing about it makes it permanently stored somewhere, and these experience i am not sure whether i want to preserve or not. And another thing is that i am not able to write as and even i feel. By the time i get time to write, the emotional moment is gone...
Hope I can pen my thoughts more often and more free
